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A Model Life, the Pat Cleveland interview

By Charlie Siddick

Imagine waking up to an email asking you whether you’d like to interview one of your idols… it’s every writer’s wet dream. That’s what happened to me recently on a gloomy and otherwise non-remarkable December day, “ThandieKay would probably love an interview with Pat Cleveland?” read the subject line, followed by a brief description of Pat’s achievements and accolades, which let me tell you are hard to compress. “Yes, ThandieKay would love to interview Pat Cleveland” I hastily responded without consulting either Thandie or Kay, because I mean, Pat’s the perfect fit- and one of the world’s first ‘African-American’ supermodels, and certainly the most fabulous.

Pat Cleveland by Antonio Lopez

Pat Cleveland by Antonio Lopez

Pat made a name for herself in the late 60s and 70s as one of the first models to achieve prominence as both a runway and print model. Close friends with the Studio 54 set; Cleveland was a muse to Warhol, Dali, Saint Laurent, Lagerfeld and Halston (to name but a few). Modelling allowed Pat to travel the world, mix with and inspire countless artists and celebrities.

Now in her late 60s, age hasn’t withered her beauty, spirit or energy; remaining a regular fixture on the catwalk and in advertising campaigns- as her daughter Anna continues the Cleveland modelling legacy- she has returned her focus to an early passion; that of painting.


Trailblazing Pat

Pat and I spoke over Facetime one evening, in the midst of a current show in London and preparing for others in the States. She tenderly guided me around her studio and home, showing me her diverse art collection and some of her own work.

Pat is bubbly, endearing and possesses a unique childlike combination of naiveté and excitability. Despite being reduced to a screen of grainy pixels teleported across oceans- Pat’s iconic bone structure still shines brightly. Her melodic and drawling voice possesses faint traces of her Harlem upbringing and draws one in; captivating and transporting you back with her to whichever glamorous and prodigious reminiscence she chooses to meditate upon.

They say you should never meet your idols as they’re just bound to disappoint. But it was honestly an honour to speak to Pat- an experience I’ll never forget- I feel changed by her advice and wisdom. We bonded over our heritage and our revelations from using Ancestry DNA, we were a scarily similar percentage of African and Scandinavian- she found 6 siblings through using the website! Her musings on modelling gave me a much-needed sense of artistic perspective on an industry I sometimes find too shallow and consumerist to bear.

Notice how she slips between the use of the personal pronoun ‘I’ and the objective ‘you;’ when she speaks of her experiences she formulates them as though she is relating advice. Pat’s lived a fascinating and unbelievable life and therefore we should all be able to learn something from her. Pat’s gregarious guide to living:

Pat Cleveland by Antonio Lopez

Pat Cleveland by Antonio Lopez

How did you first get into modelling?

I started out as a fashion designer when I was around 14/15, I was always obsessed with fashion and made my own clothes. I always participated in what I thought was nice looking, or beautiful, I loved the idea of going out and looking good; dressing up and feeling good. That’s what fashion is supposed to be- embodying living art.


Pat rocking her fro

Pat rocking her fro

One day when I was wearing one of my own designs, a woman on the subway told me to come to the Vogue office to show them some of my clothes, an editor saw them and said: “I’m taking these to Paris, to Givenchy!” Following that they gave my clothes a 2-page spread. It was stocked in (Henri) Bendel’s for a while, but it was so exhausting- I was a one-man show.


One day when I was at Vogue, they didn’t have a model so pointed at me and said- “you’ll do!” I was enamoured and thought why am I slaving away all night sewing? I thought this was fun, partly cause you get to be around people- all I wanted to do was see the clothes anyway…

What was the industry like at the time?

There was a division between photo girls and show (runway) girls at the time, there weren’t many show girls then, maybe 10 in the whole of NY. It was kind of like an elite fashion club. If you were black it was hard, and I was kind of in the middle, so no one knew what to do with me.


12 Apr 1971, NY April 1971 with Stephen Burrows in his East Village studio.

N.Y. April 1971 with Stephen Burrows in his East Village studio.

It didn’t really take off for me till I met a designer called Steven Burrows and the illustrator Antonio Lopez, they were so important to me, so hot and so fabulous and they sort of just included me in everything they did. That’s how I met Andy… we’d go out to the Village, to Sheraton square, people could see me and appreciate me more because of who I was with.

Pat Cleveland, Antonio Lopez and Karl Lagerfeld

Pat Cleveland, Antonio Lopez and Karl Lagerfeld

We were all coming up at the same time, these people made a real difference in my life; Karl Lagerfeld, Yves, Valentino, and Halston…definitely Halston.

What did the label “African-American” feel like for you- someone of mixed heritage, predominantly Swedish?

Pat Cleveland and Halston

Pat Cleveland and Halston

The press referred to me as a ‘black’ model and I’d look at my skin and be like where’s the black? But I live in America where they separate you into black and white. Recently it’s become ok to be ‘mixed-race’, but before it was like: if you had one drop of black in you- you were black and it was meant with negative connotations whereas, I’ve always honoured it.

Africa is a big beautiful country, that’s inspired so many people; YSL, Picasso… everyone take their inspiration from Africa. And everyone has a ticket to ride- America’s a melting pot- everyone’s coming together to make a nice Mother colour.

I was out there in the beginning because they allowed me to be there, perhaps because I was lighter skinned- more palatable- but also because I’m just innately a fashion person.

Yes, I can tell you’re a fashion person, with your iconic fashion walk! How did you think the fashion industry has changed today? And do you think it’s for the better?

Time is precious; people don’t have time for romance anymore. That’s what my walk was- romantic. Romance is slow and moving- business is fast and competitive. The catwalk is more like a conveyer belt sometimes- you’ve got to get those groceries on the conveyer belt and out the other side! Fashion now, has so many more people involved- more people, more cameras.

Pat with Andy Warhol

Pat with Andy Warhol


It used to be quieter; an isolated art that had nothing to do with everybody from anywhere. It had more to do with ‘ladies’ and ‘gentleman’ from a certain part of society. I guess it’s a natural occurrence, things that were small and exclusive become large and accessible.

At the end of the day, it must be a good thing, as there are more opportunities for people to work at different levels of the industry. Fashion is a huge and powerful global industry. It’s opened up; it’s kinda like- do you just sell to the people taking limos? Or the people taking buses and trains?

How long have you been painting for?

That’s what I started out doing, I went to art school, but then modelling took over. Even then I was always scribbling in notebooks when on set. When Dali, Warhol and I hung out we’d always be scribbling on tablecloths together- have drawing wars. All the artists in my life took an active interest in my work, encouraging me to grow. They’d peek over my shoulder and say, “that’s a good drawing!” “that’s really nice- let me have it!” It really was that creative, bohemian lifestyle where we just thrived off each other’s energies.

What encouraged you to start focusing more of your energy on art and formally presenting your work?

My mom was a successful fine artist, she passed away two years ago, so I kinda figured-as she wasn’t looking over my shoulder telling me ‘that’s not how you do it’. I thought well she’s gone now- I’ll do what I want! When I paint I can feel how happy it made her. She painted until the very last minute, so I take that as a sign- a way to be happy. In a way, through art, her spirit still entertains me.

Pat Cleveland, Clown (2017) Paper on Paper

Pat Cleveland, Clown (2017) Paper on Paper

Does your mother’s artwork inspire you? How would you describe your work and your practice?

My mom was a fine portrait artist, whereas my work is more decorative and abstract. Partly because I live in the middle of nowhere and I don’t have many people around me when I paint. I’ve done portraits of my daughter (Anna Cleveland) and son. Of course, I love Sargeant! And really all the artists I used to mix with continue to influence my work.

I try and paint 2-3 works a day; I love colours so my palette tends to be bright and bold. When making art, you go through stuff, you look at all the masters, you go through it and absorb everything that everyone’s done, and you don’t try and do your own thing because you know it’s been done before! It’s all been done before, everything; portraiture, fine art- everything- pyramids, architecture… So what you have to do is not worry it’s all been done, and just do it anyway. Sometimes when I get up and get dressed for parties now, I think I’d love to get back to my paintings!

Pat Cleveland, Still Life MetaMorphosis (2017), Paper on Paper

Pat Cleveland, Still Life MetaMorphosis (2017), Paper on Paper

Clearly, you’re innately a creative, but spending so much time as a muse to other artists gave you awareness of both sides. Did being a model and therefore the object of another’s creative’s gaze feel problematic at the time? I sometimes find it tough being a passive participant in someone else’s vision.

You’re the important part, without you there is no image! You should feel grateful that they want you to be a part of their art. Identity isn’t a flat surface, there’s also the soul and the way you feel which is hard to capture in fashion photography. A model is there to invoke the spirit of the times. Your body is a work of art! A woman’s body, when you’re young… is the most beautiful thing in the world. These days there are disabled women modelling, transgender women, plus-size women- they’re all forms of beauty. Hieronymus Bosch/Sergeant– it’s just different forms of beauty. Whenever I model, I just feel honoured- like they really picked me?!- I better do a good job! I better work hard to make this image they see happen, as a team.

Check out some of Pat’s artwork in the group show ’75 works on Paper’ at Beers Gallery, on until the 24th of December

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Being Millennial by Charlie Siddick

I am a world citizen. All human history is mine. My roots cover the earth. I believe we should know each other. After all, our lives are all connected. Jim Haynes, Inviting the World to Dinner.

Charlie SiddickName: Charlie Siddick

Born: 02/03/1994 in North West London
Education: sixth form, UCS. BA from the Courtauld Institute of Art
Nationality: British mother and Jamaican/British mix father.
Work: model since 2010, creative director of clothing company Amarcord
Hopes for the future: to continue to work with inspiring creatives and help make the world a better place.

I am a millennial– a part of ‘Generation Y’.

Historians Neil Howe and William Strauss coined the term in 1991, and it roughly encompasses anyone born post-1980, generally acknowledged to be the children of the post-WW2 ‘baby boomers’.

I don’t know if it’s a term I’d easily identify with.

We’re unwittingly grouped and defined as a collective entity; a subgroup of society supposedly wanting the same things and possessing the same inflated sense of entitlement and obsession with self-worth.

Howe and Strauss determined what appeared to be unique about our generation such as being raised with more structure and protection in comparison to our preceding Gen X Baby Boom parents.

Apparently, we tend to shy away from our ascribed millennial title; it’s seen as a negative personality trait, encompassing the social-media-driven, narcissistic, aesthetically obsessed, shallow, Kardashian worshipping notions of modern living.

Such notions, I can’t fully relate to, or maybe I just don’t want to accept such obvious deficiencies within myself. And indeed my defensiveness may well be a product of my cultural conditioning, as Howe observed:

“One person’s narcissism is another person’s healthy self-esteem.”

Charlie at 4 on hols in Italy

Charlie at 4 on hols in Italy

On that note-back to me.

I am the privileged daughter of middle-class parents, who made their fortune in the financial sector.

Both started off from working class backgrounds and became shining examples of those success stories I associate with their generation, enjoying the enormous economic prosperity of the 1980s, greater job security, upward social mobility, and easier career ascension.

The recession of the late-1980s didn’t hit millennials too hard, and for me, this is where this (false) sense of security and stability that Howe and Strauss refer to derives from.

Not for one second am I saying it was ‘easy’ for them, just that many in my generation feel as if the odds are stacked against us, rather than in our favour (another millennial trait?) though I think all younger generations feel this way.

Mum and I.

Mum and I.

So before you think I’m a moaning millennial, let me elaborate. For my parent’s generation, a university degree or any further education was generally considered to be a major means of differentiation within the job market, and committing to further education via your specialist subject meant that you stood a decent chance of garnering career security.

How has this changed for millennials?

Well, we are the most overeducated young adults in history in a climate of chronic unemployment and soaring living costs on a level previous generations have never seen.

The positive thing about this scenario is the idea that we are no longer looking at doing one thing forever and like most of my friends, I don’t define myself by a single career objective.

I have multiple jobs and projects, and if I’m not busy it feels as if I’m not doing enough or reaching my full potential which isn’t so positive. We’re constantly comparing our endeavors against one another, and a lot of the time, I feel as if I’m falling short or spreading myself too thinly. Which I suppose is why it’s unsurprising that us millennials are the most depressed young people the world has seen, with the highest suicide rates and cases of mental illness on record.

Which I suppose is why it’s unsurprising that us millennials are the most depressed young people that the modern world has known, with the highest suicide rates and cases of mental illness on record.

In an impressively accurate prediction by Kylie Jenner, 2016 was to be the year my generation began ‘realizing stuff’. Worldwide we saw events that disrupted our sense of civil liberty and freedom, the blow of Brexit hit my generation hard, and for a time it felt as if our future and our children’s futures were to be irreparably jeopardised.

kylie jenner

For me, during the aftermath, daily life took on a distasteful and irresolute haze. Many took to Facebook or Instagram to vent, and logging on and checking into social media felt like you’d wandered into the midst of a gory battleground, suddenly people had exposed their true ‘self’ and cyber rants translated into fractured ‘real-life’ relationships.

For millennials, so much of life is exaggerated for better and worse via the net.

Fast-forward to Trump’s shock election ‘win’. I felt social media activism to be pretty redundant in the grand scheme of things because it’s not enough to just say you’re angry- you have to show it.

The tyrant who appeared to enjoy the notion of social separatism was welcomed into office with a major show of unity, love and togetherness.


On the 21st of January, the Women’s March became the largest civil rights protest in modern history, and those who took part were of diverse age groups, gender and social strata, but at the helm of the organisation was Generation Y-millennials!

Previously seen to be politically apathetic, we’re now enlivened and enraged. The issue of women’s rights- a historically painful trajectory, which has taken time and perseverance, is under threat and we’re not standing for it.

The current atmosphere of political separatism and nationalism that has heightened sexism, racism, xenophobia and homophobia is truly terrifying to behold, key tenets that were fought for us, by previous generations.

I grew up hearing stories from my dad’s past, repulsive racist incidents that he encountered growing up as a mixed-heritage kid in King’s Cross during the 60s, and worse when he travelled to Atlanta during the grips of the black civil rights movement.

Charlie's Dad photographd by Charlie.

Charlie’s Dad photographd by Charlie.

They make my heart ache and my stomach sick, and whilst they’re ingrained within my personal heritage and sense of self, they can still feel distant and detached. It wasn’t now.


That’s where this perception of political apathy derives from I think, we took such basic civil liberties for granted, ‘civil rights movements’ appeared to be firmly entrenched in historical rhetoric, rather than an urgent necessity for millennial living.

In these dark and confusing times, we need to make the effort to try and understand one another’s opinions, celebrate our similarities and differences as indices of our human nature.

I don’t believe social media encourages such conversations but instead engenders separatism.

It’s time to organise and focus our rage via avenues that produce positive action.

I don’t believe social media encourages such conversations but instead engenders separatism. It’s time to organise and focus our rage via avenues that produce positive action.

We millennials are a product of the internet, in the sense that we can’t even contemplate life without it, but it’s time to stop hiding behind a screen and begin connecting on a real, human level, if we can understand one others’ opinions and belief systems, then surely, change is just around the corner?

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